Very very nice art Fawn! It's about the time for spooky arts to be showing up, so this isn't too early! And I don't know what you did to make this look so sparkly and shiny, but it looks great!
Also, even if life seems really difficult right now, I can tell you it'll definitly get better later, and problems you have now will calm down *relatively* soon. So for now, try to get through it, and DON'T kill yourself, please.